Warp Drive on them Hoe’s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNykSnmXlPM

Recovery “too much left not enough right”

Sharayah’s loss of passion is something that has legit been on my mind and I havent said anything about. Its scary very scary to know that most of us have felt like that before and could fall into for much longer then we want too. Its like some times you just a creative block and there is no telling what can bring you out of. I have had that happen before and when you there its hopeless.  Too much left brained activity makes the right brained work harder its not an easy switch for me.

WTF… I Have an “F”

Not that I’m up set im just caught off guard  by this letter grade on Oncourse.  In the email It said that a least my grade can go no lower but its already in the basement lol. It did say that it could go up considerably and more than likely would so lets hope for that.  Over all I have really enjoyed this class and feel like I got a lot of useful info from it to use in life and to use if i have to take it again lol. But for real i had fun and it was a helpful learning class and much better then i thought it would be.

Never was a fan of Therapy

So let me start by saying that this class is getting better as we go deeper. (pause for Inception and Contraception jokes) So its interesting to see all the things that people deal with, honestly its helps gain respect to know that we all have plenty of real problems to deal with. And I am truly surprised at everything that was said … who knew. We all bared a lot and im sure left something out. I know I did. Interesting to see what the next project will be needless to say I have an idea.  (they are talking about funerals on Scrubs … my cousin says me and jody at like JD and Turk lol). PS BTW my funeral will be baller!!!!!!!

List of Real Fears

• Fear of going crazy or losing controle.
• Fear of being helpless
• Fear of hurting people I care about (Physically Injure)
• Fear of being incarcerated
• Being a Failure
• Taking to long to grow up and get things right
• Fear of becoming my dad (Prison, Addition, Controle loss, Hurting people he Cared About, Being helpless, Pity From Others, Not being there for people that need you)

Hell-o-vator

So I decide to face my main normal fear so i road a really tall glass elevator the video clips are embarrassing but I guess I will show them anyway.  video coming soon.

Scared my Class off

Last Class was the fear based class. Apparently tiny holes make my skin crawl ( just the crazy photoshop pics) … oh well im crazy. I had something planned for the assignment but i want to do something different and more intimate. Inspiration is a mother but dont expect anything to rock your socks off… im afraid of feet.

Drink Fear Beer

what is fear?
Fear is a negative reaction to a situation, person, object, or idea. Fear is in place in our lives to keep us safe. With out fear we wouldn’t know what was dangerous and what could potential end out lives. I would suppose that over time as the world became safer fears became more irrational. The number one fear in the world is public speaking. What the hell?

So I would say that fear keeps us from experiencing new things in our lives that could change the way that we live act or behave on a day-to-day basis for better or worse. Example public speaking could help someone gain popularity or a better job but it’s a big hill to overcome and some people cant make it. On the opposite end sky diving could be the most fun that anyone has ever had and maybe even completely change how they view the world but its scary because failure equals death… the stakes are high.

Fear affects my life by keeping me use the status quo and helping me feel as if I am in more control. But truthfully anything could happen good or bad.

Hypothesis.

Fear is a negative emotional reaction to a situation person object or idea that posses a threat. If you are afraid then you will not want to do it.

A way to test fear could be…. At this moment the only thing I could think of to pose a test of the top five fears in the US. Which ever one some has a reaction two then it is the one that they are afraid of. If some one is not fearful of any of the test then they move on two the next ten down the list and so on. ( this only proves what some one is afraid doesn’t help prove the hypothesis. )

Fear is something that someone doesn’t want to do

Same test we will find that the things people don’t want to do are the thing that they are afraid of.

I have tested this on my little sister in a two ways so far.
She is afraid of guns and I have fake one that looks real. I called her into my room and handed her the toy gun and asked her to point it all the wall and pull the trigger she wouldn’t do it and ran from the room leaving the gun on the floor.

The second test was to hit the switch box for the lights in the house making it completely dark. I think that she is afraid of the unknown. I waited two minutes through her panicked yells then asked her very calmly to come down stairs … she couldn’t do it.

Roof Top Chillin Contemplate How My Ears Be Feelin

So to that say the least this last class was definitely interesting. The outside scenery was very tranquil. Talking about what different parts of our bodys feel like was interesting because its things that we hardly think of. I’m coming to the point where i think that the class is mainly about finding and bottling creativity. This concept is abstract and if mastered could be ultra beneficial. I like the class even more now.

Chill Get Real – Relax Kick Back

So Monday I did a few different relaxing fun time things such as make beats chill with my homies and cleaned my gun. At the end of this lovely time I had nothing. But luckily I stumbled   across some interesting info about Warner Brothers. They were Disney’s rivals at one point in time. So im thinking about using this in some way to help me do something to  or with this frog. … The conclusion that i have come to is that i will dress the frog like Mickey Mouse but in a evil way there buy showing a rivals contradiction and  dark one compared to the light nature of the frog.